I have to go to the Doctor's on Friday to get my first of three injections with a big ass needle for the prevention of Cervical Cancer. Incase you haven't noticed my tone, I FUCKING HATE NEEDLES. I have a huge phobia of them. It's stupid but really scary. I cry whenever I have to be injected for whatever reason, and just freak the fuck out. I asked ( Read more... )

My Mum just came back from meeting my Dad to discuss finances. The company my Dad has worked for for about 20 years officially went into Administration yesterday. He no longer has a job, and our household income went from 6 figures to only just 4. My Mum's part time job, that she got only for something to do, is all we have. Even though he isn't ( Read more... )

I've just been overcome with the most obscure feeling of doom. It's quite peculiar, and its making me want to scream a bit and cry a lot. I'm going to watch Bones in the hopes it'll cheer me up. I literally have no idea where it's come from, but I just feel hopeless and confused and lost and terrified :(

Shit son.

Last night I had the worst nights sleep I've had in years. I have a burning throat, I keep sneezing which isn't helped by my blocked up nose, and I feel sick and horrible and tired and cold but then hot and then cold. I HATE BEING SICK ( Read more... )